I just feel pretty lonely right now, and I’m pretty sure all my friends are slowly drifting away. I guess I just want someone to talk to. Someone who’s seen my best and my worst. Someone who won’t just forget about me one day.

(Source: iillluminated)

I just can’t take one more person telling me they have changed, and that we are different now. I hate change.

(Source: iillluminated)

I was born by myself, and I die by myself. I am the only person who knows what I am thinking, and I am the only person who can decide what I want to do with my life and who I want to be.

(Source: iillluminated)

Maybe you should tell me how you feel so I don’t push you away like I always do.

(Source: iillluminated)

I wish I could go to a place and be alone. And just go mad and not care. Nothing to worry about, no one to prove anything to. No one to worry about disappointing. I would just be by myself, in a beautiful place.

(Source: iillluminated)

And no matter how much I sit there and wish everything would be different, no matter how many times I ask for things to go my way, I just don’t think it will happen.

(Source: iillluminated)

Life isn’t like a movie. You’re never going to be swept off your feet by that one person. No one is going to just happen to save you at the right moment and stop you from being miserable. They just don’t care.

(Source: iillluminated)

Being alone sucks. Being sad sucks. Upping my dose of antidepressants and not getting any better sucks. Losing friends suck. Watching everything fall apart sucks. Sitting back, watching your life suck, and doing nothing about it fucking sucks.

everything sucks.

(Source: bunnysoup)

usually when things have gone this far, people tend to disappear

(Source: bunnysoup)

Anyone can fall in love. But you can’t always tell when you do.

(Source: bunnysoup)

I don’t know who my real friends are these days.

(Source: bunnysoup)

I just honestly feel like no one will ever want to genuinely spend their time on me.

(Source: bunnysoup)

I want to be someone’s first choice for once.

(Source: bunnysoup)

I hate how all these people say “I have no friends.” and then you see them hangout out with 900 people. Like honestly stop.

(Source: bunnysoup)

I feel like I’m pushing everyone away. I don’t even care anymore honestly. Because everyone treats me like I don’t even matter anyway. How can you just throw me away like I’m nothing.

(Source: bunnysoup)